09-29-05 [16:51]
my meme

i am the child who went down a slide headfirst and hit the wall infront when i was 5
i am the child who hated cucumbers in chicken rice, and who puked after eating tomatoes
i am the child who regarded days where everything went smooth and did not get a hint of reprimanding as the best days of my life. (2 so far)
i am the child who has eyes like my dad

i am the student who never got first in class
i am the student who slowly slacked off as i grew older
i am the student who did not study for psle, and was 3 marks short of my target
i am the student who thought no english paper was hard enough to miss an A+
i am the student who was rudely awakened in secondary school, and failed for the first time in my life
i am the student who slowly hated maths due to incompetent teachers
i am the student who tutored another student in english oral in primary school, and could recite the passage without looking at it
i am the student who badly wanted to be a teacher's pet
i am the student who regrets being a prefect
i am the student who copied work under the teacher's nose
i am the student who saw people copying in an exam, and thought it was 'cool'
i am the student who likes seeing teachers being wrong, because it proved that noone was perfectly right all the time
i am the student whose grades you said were like the stock market, up down up down

i am the friend who always snaps
i am the friend who set up the stall 7 club where we ate nothing BUT baos
i am the friend whom you accompanied to take 76 instead of 315, and had to walk home under the hot sun
i am the friend who always let you miss the buses because i can only take one bus
i am the friend who likes giving hugs
i am the friend who has mood swings
i am the friend who likes to tickle and pull people's blouses
i am the friend who will get jealous easily when you talk more to another girl
i am the friend who goes out because you like going out
i am the friend who went to nj for another environment
i am the friend whom many might have forgotten
i am the friend who will agree to an outing anytime, anywhere
i am the friend who values primary school friends above almost any other
i am the friend who loves tf, because they helped me be the me i am today
i am the friend who loves dc, because they changed me
i am the friend who goes to the toilet every break with you to stare at the mirrors
i am the friend who is a vegetarian too
i am the friend who is incoherent sometimes
i am the friend who provides the bridge cards in class
i am the friend who fell out with you over a boy, and never really patched up again
i am the friend who sees you falling in love over the same boy, and knowing that the guy might well be a bastard now, seeing that his MOD is the same
i am the friend who wants to tell you, but doesnt have enough courage
i am the friend who has lost touch with you, something i regret deeply
i am the friend who wants to borrow archie comics with you again if i can
i am the friend who never managed to turn up for your 10th birthday party because i was grounded for scoring 10/100 in a chinese spelling test
i am the friend who thinks of you everyday on the bus back home

i am the sqdmate who turned up for POP
i am the sqdmate who knocks my head on the wall to ease my migraine
i am the sqdmate who is prone to fainting
i am the sqdmate who cant run very fast
i am the sqdmate who went through camps with you
i am the sqdmate who queued with you for mayday's biao chang hui
i am the sqdmate who rushed out many orientation souvenirs with you
i am the sqdmate who loves you all deeply, even though we're apart

i am the girlfriend who shouted at you
i am the girlfriend who washes the dishes every saturday night
i am the girlfriend who lost your ring, necklace and anklet in a week
i am the girlfriend who knows some of your friends who gamble
i am the girlfriend who gambles with you
i am the girlfriend who usually loses to you in a game of chess
i am the girlfriend who whines
i am the girlfriend who travels 2 hours, wait 3 hours, and then take the bus home together with you
i am the girlfriend who cant hold a tune, yet criticise your singing
i am the girlfriend who thinks your rendition of 'ni ting de dao' is very touching
i am the girlfriend who hates shopping
i am the girlfriend who screamed at you on the pavement
i am the girlfriend who caused you to have a mark on your arm
i am the girlfriend who you always treat better than your mum
i am the girlfriend who cant decide what to eat everytime!
i am the girlfriend who baked a cake for you
i am the girlfriend who loves you very much

i am the daughter who you pinned high hopes on
i am the daughter who watches tv serials with you, and tear at emotional scenes together
i am the daughter with whom you can have talks way till 3am in the morning, and then have school the next day
i am the daughter who wants to make you proud
i am the daughter who is unconventional and disappointed you greatly on your 36th birthday
i am the daughter whose friends' names you know
i am the daughter who can cook better than you
i am the daughter who has a sweet tongue like you
i am the daughter whom you would buy supper for at midnight
i am the daughter who always hear your opening sentence of the year, 'better let your heart fly back to studies hor' every cny
i am the daughter who goes to the temple on cny eve and catches the fireworks on the way
i am the daughter who tries to save for you, but somehow doesnt succeed
i am the daughter who joined np because you didnt get in it
i am the daughter who goes to your office to read law books
i am the daughter whom you drive to school every school day
i am the daughter whom you must wake at 6.30, because only you can

i am the girl who gets frustrated over maths easily
i am the girl who cries if i cant get things done
i am the girl who was a tomboy
i am the girl who wants to grow up before her time
i am the girl who can never make up her mind
i am the girl who often puts others before myself
i am the girl who aspires to be a policewoman since 7
i am the girl who had more close guy friends than girl friends in primary school
i am the girl who sang the 'star light star bright' song for a whole month before i figured my wish wasnt going to come true
i am the girl who received your surprise call and didnt know how to react
i am the girl who often slaps myself (figuratively) and realises what i should have done more appropriately
i am the girl who had so many crushes
i am the girl who peeps at you and hope for some day when you'd notice me
i am the girl who wrote a love note at the age of 9
i am the girl who defamed my best friend because i was jealous
i am the girl who played goalkeeper before being recognised as more suitable for a defender role
i am the girl who watched almost every world cup match since 9years old
i am the girl who joined tanjong pagar football clinic, and was the only girl there
i am the girl whom, because of that, was featured in a chinese newspaper by limtonghai
i am the girl who thought i was different from others, only to realise i am the same
i am the girl who types slowly because i dont touchtype, yet doesnt want to change
i am the girl who sleeps with soft toys only after i turn 15
i am the girl who did not wear a single skirt or dress for 6 years
i am the girl who is in two minds over KI and GP
i am the girl who starved herself for a month and lost 5kg
i am the girl who needs to run 2.4 with yiteng
i am the girl who likes bathing at night
i am the girl who has two missing teeth
i am the girl who always contradicts herself, because she has double standards on certain topics
i am the girl who needs to be reminded constantly
i am the girl who borrowed a cookbook from the school library today
i am the girl likes blue pink and green
i am the girl who has a laptop and a memory stick, but the camera is with my brother's girlfriend
i am the girl who is very nosey
i am the girl who is irritating sometimes, and tries too hard
i am the girl who loves mandopop and mayday
i am the girl off to mayday's concert on 10th dec!
i am the girl who queued 4 hours with my cousins to get 5566's autographs
i am the girl who spent almost an hour typing this, and reminiscing about the past
i am the girl who keeps all past letters in a big cookie tin
i am the girl who is off to my bath now
i am the girl who realises that anyone who read this post will have to be silenced
i am the girl who is me
i am the me, whom i'm trying to be

Missing l You


- - 07-18-18
heartbreak - 08-11-07
joke - 08-29-06
a letter to you - 05-14-06
confessions from a broken heart - 04-14-06
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