do you know how much i wish i could hold you in my arms? and tell you everything will be fine again..
i guess it's both our faults. our meeting was a mistake. i shouldnt have done it again. wasnt fm an example i should have learned from?
i just didnt want to go through the entire year thinking about 'what ifs', like whether we'd be good friends or anything. or whether you'll dismiss all my notions abt you.
i dont know anything anymore. i guess its partly cos i was too afraid to pluck up any courage to get to know js last year, thats why i didnt want to regret it again this year. but it seems like its become worse. im sorry.
js, if you ever ever read this, thanks for making school life colourful and exciting last year. i'll never forget the many headturns and glances we shared. (: