been long huh?
if you're really hesitating over breaking up with me because you're afraid i cannot take the blow, then please just do it. i'd rather have a clear view of everything, even though it hurts, but at least i dont have to live through yet another lie
i really hate this you know. she's my friend, good friend. and yet i feel this way. do you know how much i want to just not think about it? but it isnt sth that you can not think about just because you dont want to. right, im paranoid. but what can you expect when i've been bitten so many times.
love is such a farce